June 25th
I think….
One day seems to run into the next and without a work schedule, they all seem the same…
All sense of urgency and time has left me….
I kind of like it….
Yesterday was a harder day.
Friday night into Saturday morning, I was up…chanting and praying….and I was tired when I woke up mid-morning….
I rode my bike. It was windy and I knew the ocean would be rougher for swimming than I prefer. I rode to the Lanikai monument….my thinking/praying/chanting place…
The beautiful vista from there is very soothing………..
I didn’t really want to be alone….
I called Dave….
I rode to Target and then home, and then I hopped the bus(es) to make my way to his house in Waikiki…..
We went up to the rooftop where I “swam” in the pool…the water is very soothing….and we ate Mexican food up there as the sun set…
Downstairs, we played with Lamb and then they drove me home….
I needed that…to be with my loved ones….
I slept better last night and I woke this morning feeling rested and positive…good..
If these doctors were not telling me how sick my body is, I would not believe it…
I am feeling well….sooooooooooo….
I KNOW that my body is very strong…inherently strong, I believe….strong DNA from my ancestors who were really tough and strong, who traveled…not by plane!....from Europe to the United States…with nothing….to begin again….
I do not even keep Tylenol or other pain relievers in my house, because I never need or use them…literally never. I am a very healthy strong person, and I certainly BELIEVE that because my body is so inherently STRONG and that because I have NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO underlying health issues….that my inherently strong and healthy body WILL prevail….
I believe….
So no matter what the doctors say, and it’s not that I don’t believe them, but no matter what, I am strong AND CHRIST IS IN ME
( Col. 1:27)....
I must keep my MIND and my thoughts and my beliefs STRAIGHT and in line and focused…..
My body will obey my MIND my THOUGHTS my BELIEFS.
What a beautiful day it is….
Laura’s here….
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